It's such a lovely day-Thursday! I enjoyed my own cooked Instant mee and watched tv series as usual in the morning...Three days to go for Form 6!! Yesterday i went to hav lunch with my ex-voyager mate and it was juz a simple lunch at Kor Sai Mui. All my ex form 6 adviced me to let go form 6 if i had a better offer (scholarship) and it wasn't easy to study form6. I'm just lost my appetite for the Assam soup and dessert after all the advices. I know i'm not the type of person who willing to do revision constantly. As i noe, if u wan to study form 6 and get full scholarship for futher studies, all u nid to get in STPM is flat A's and CGPA must be not less that 3.75++!! It's friggin scaring and totally ridiculous for me.....

I want to run away from Form 6 but my only choice is between Form 6 and MOE teaching overseas programme. Frankly speaking, my ambition's totally not in teaching field. i never thought about becoming a teacher!!! Wat a boring job! The only reason i applied for this progamme is i'm just keen to go overseas study and this programme is my last choice if i really want to escape from form 6!! One year foundation in private U and four years in UK for bachelor of science majoring in Chemistry!!! The sad part for this programme is u nid to come back to serve for the country for six years!!! 6 years bond to the gorvement!!! SOB SOB!!!

It really put me in such an awkward situation!!! I'm speechless if i really got the MOE scholarship!! If i reject the scholarship, i feel i'm so selfish and think about those who did't even get the chance to go for the interview!! BUT...HEY!!! Who said this world is fair for everyone!!! Everyone 's care about their own business!!! The earth will continue to rotate without u and the world will continue to progress without the presence of u !! Can anyone stand up and honestly admit that you never said and done something for the advantage for urself and not for ur beloved frens!!! Well....the truth is YOU ARE SELFISH!!! Not just me...but everyone as well!!! ADMIT IT..OK??

Form 6 or Teaching field??? I really don't want to stuck in teaching field for the rest of my life!!! If i really failed to score well in SPTM......wat should i do??? GOSH.....it's hard for me!!!! Last Wednesday I steven sum and suet lee gang went to go take a walk at the Kledang mountain ("HANG SAI")!! Erm....It was OKAY for me as i'm not really into HANG SAI activity!!! Hahahaha.........

I think tat's all for now!!! I'm going to school to take my offer letter!!! See ya!!! Oorooo!!!